Monday, April 27, 2009

I think my blog is really bulky with words. My friends said Im writing essays. Now that I read back, I also think Im writing argumentative essays. =P Plus, im like a complain queen. Complain this and complain that. I initially wanna complain about how people dun move to the rear of the bus on peak hour until the facebook thing stood out and proves to me that it's a stuff that worth complain more. Haiz. Old is getting a problem. I might turn out to be a difficult old hag.

Speaking about age, it links me to another issue. Today morning, a fine blue day freed of all unhappy thoughts was crushed and threw at my face when I arrived class. The second week, first day of school reopen. My first tutorial. My subject tutor, Mr Foo, used a very unique way to pair us up and make friend. Arrange in age order. The oldest stand on the right, youngest on the left. He still flashed his brilliant white teeth at me and oblivious that he, of so many topic, had touched the most sensitive one. 

Haiz. Okay. Pair up. Paired with Eric from ex T02. A seemingly hack care guy who didnt print notes and do tutorial. Not that I mind that part but it is so cold and awkward without having any topic to say. Um, asked names. Silence............. Finally he asked one question. I thought I was so relieved that I could answer any of his question until ... "How old are you?" 

"19 .(full stop)"

I dun feel like talking to him anymore and I turned back to Mr Foo who still innocently flashed his teeth every now and then. First tutorial reminded me of my age and my "enthusiatic" participation. Mr Foo likes to ask questions. Normal students' behaviour are look down, take notes, avoid eye contacts. That's what I did. Beside me, Eric, without any notes was reading other people blog on computer. Totally carefree. While me. Take notes fervently. I was super awared of my surrounding. Eric was spreading an aura that was impossible to not detect. 

~~~What a damn nerd~~~damn nerddd~~~damn nerddddddddd~~~

Urgh. Okay. Im that stupid damn nerd. So what so what. I knew it when I saw the expression he gave when he saw my notes. It's either my instituition is so accurate or im imagining things. Be it any either one, I got a heartfelt thing I wanna say: I miss T01!!! Can I have all my classmates back? It feels so awkward in this class with so many separate entities. Haiz. Ok ok. I just got another essay published. (No photo to publish. I need to have a habit of taking photos.) Hope I just inspired Yiling to write more in her blog. Got to do my tutorial. End.

PS: I think Mr Foo is really suited to sell toothpaste. Not joking. (Background:HAHAHAHAHAHA)

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