Anyway, I feel so terrible for not studying much. Will be mugging and probably wont see me anywhere in msn or facebook. If im determined enough, I probably wont be blogging for the whole week until the exam finish.

My mum, like me, likes to celebrate younger birthday. So she's only 25 this year. Heh! But her daughter, me is almost 20??!!

Oh Yah. I wanna complain!! Lum was so stingy today. I specially woke up so early in the morning, thinking that I can get some tips out from Lum for LPCS. It was so disappointing that he didnt give any. So stingy.

I shouldnt have gone to play badminton today. I dont need to wait till tomorrow. I feeling sore all over from the two and a half hours of badminton-ing. The tests are just two days later and I haven start studying. What's more im so damn sleepy and tired after all the playing. Despite that, badminton was fun. I haven play for a very very very ... long time. It's a bad thing im aging cause my reaction was slower by 0.05 seconds. Within this 0.05 seconds, I should be able to hit back a lot of times. 

This is a horror story for all the birds out there. 

Crap. I wanna sleep but... The aircon isnt working again. It looks like a same problem. Only that we didnt hear the Pra- Pra- Pra sound. But me and my brother suspected we heard a Bom sound. Pray hard that not another bird is kana killed.

There are so many tragedies these few days. Or maybe there have always been a lot of tragdies but I just started to notice them nowadays... ... 

Im suffering two diseases currently. First one is the pre- mid- semester- horrifying- kiasu- beyond- belief syndrome. The second one is post- bird- killing- trauma. One pre, one post. Since yesterday, I been avoiding the window near the aircon motor. It got so bad that I dont dare to shut my window and had to use remote control to push and shut. =X

THERE'S A MURDER IN MY HOUSE! AND THE MURDER IS COMMITTED BY ME!!! OMGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After so long... I finally told my student's mother that im not teaching him anymore. I said I need to work for my major project and internship so I probably wouldnt have time to tutor him. Which isnt a lie. Because I will really get very busy this year. But the main reason is I had enough of them exploiting me.

Lum said in lecture today that no laughter = easy depression. I agreed. Today did project in fourth floor library. Dear Johnny gave us a really "good" deal. We have to time the detail operation of the loaning counter. Before we start, we were having a good joke about listing all the detail steps. Maybe because we laughed too loud, the DVD loaning counter librarian from very very far away came to show us black face and stomped away. 

Since we were there, I initially wanna take the boat around Singapore River. But it costs $13 for adult. (Urgh) Due to limited funds, we didnt take the boat in case we have no money for dinner. But it looks relaxing though. =( Is there anybody who wanna take the boat with me some other days?

Three people had their birthday today. Which reminds me of my ominent birthday. My 20th birthday. A lot of people might not understand why I keep making a big fuss out of this 20. I think I irritated some by constant worry statement of being 20. Let me explain... 

I been losing touch of chinese for so long that I had long forgotten how to write the chinese character for my titles. I used to be a Chinese Club member for 10 years (Primary + Secondary) and a Chinese Literature student, kay. It's so pathetic. I tried to search for the word from my dad's Wudi digital dictionary. That lousy dictionary searched so long also didnt give me my answer. Still dare to claim unravel. 

Speaking about carnibal. I think this is the more direct.

A very meaty meal. I been going on an uncontrolled eating habits nowadays and im feeling very guilty and sinful. And I havent been to swimming. Anyway, the coffee shop where I became a carnibal and ate my fellowings is very dirty. Got lots and lots of flies and birds. Made this clean freak here terribly uncomfortable. To make the matters worse, the cleaning aunty accidentally splash a bit of the food remains on me when cleaning the table beside. I swear to make a lot money next time so that I can at least afford to go and dine at anywhere clean for every meal.

It's suppose to be a beautiful day. I get to drive my dad's car to school. I get to eat my favourite chicken shredded scallop mee sua. But all was not well after I reached home.

I think time pass too fast. I hardly realise school started and now, we are facing mid semester test. It's too exaggerating. Are we on a video tape that is being fast forward? I thought I just celebrated Johnny day and it's Johnny day again today. Anyway, Johnny was being bullied again during class. I think my class is at their peak when they attend his lesson. They like to bully him and he will laugh along with us even though he was being ridiculed. 

I have been living in self denial since this blog had been created. For the first time in this 3 weeks, I finally realised it's time I trim my entry. Too long an entry will make one wear off easily just by reading. Starting from today, Im cutting my words short!!

Today is a boring day. Lao Leong's lecture is hypnotising us to sleep. I believe the whole lecture theatre, only 10% were listening, 50% chatting, 30% sleeping and another 10% doing silly things. I belong to the 10%. Because of my super crappy neighbours, I been wasting the whole lecture doing bo liao things. Miss Chloe, sitting directly below me, cruelly flinked my poor slipper to the floor. So I stole Miss Celine's slipper. Ended up that I wore two right foot slippers.

Saw my poor slipper that died below? I did try to save her but failed. Before I stated crapping and make this entry long, Im ending off. Today is a sleepy and crappy day. I WANNA SLEEP!

PS: Wanyan cursed me with her suay prophecy today. I hope her prophecy will not come true.

Time now is 8:45p.m. I should be watching Michelle and Shuan's wedding special. But my house is currently bombarded with too much nagging and loud reasonings that I didnt wanna hear. My uncle introduced my dad to that hospital. My dad complained to him that hospital cannot make it. My uncle, to prove that he didnt introduce wrongly, advertises and speaks for the hospital and doctor like they had paid him thousand and thousands of bucks for advertising.

No matter how my brother tried to intercede and reason with him in the viewpoint of my dad's, my uncle couldnt hear in. I know from the start he wouldnt listen. So I didnt even try. But it spoils my show. He had impossibly loud voice and amazing boasting ability. I kind of understand why my cousins always argued with him. For many times during the meal with him, I feel like arguing with him while he boast about a lot of his ... talents. Currently, he is boasting to my brother about how he managed to learn english from no english background. I pity my brother. On the surface, he said he wasnt angry with my dad. But it wasnt convincing at all. Cause he was very agitated and loud.

I try to maintain my viewpoint neutral. I fully understand his good intention about introducing some remedy to my father's illness. But this is going way out of the original intention. I have a feeling he wants to boast instead. Okay. Now he's boasting about him being able to make friend with anybody on the street. If you want a taste of this kind of bombarding, come to my house. Welcome, welcome. Goodbye to my show.....

Lady Luck bought three full days of good luck to me. During the three days, I had my license, my best Mother's day response, my Reborn rings and my pending Taiwan trip review.

Miracle had happened! I had accumulated 16 points with no immediate failure. 

MY DRIVING TEST IS TOMORROW!!!! AHHHHHHHH~~~~~~ This is so much sooner than I thought. There will only be two outcomes:

Pass or

Fail

...... Okay. Lame. But that's not the point. The point is I dunno whether im prepared or not. I cant imagine me failing. The test fees are so expensive. Plus I need to top up a few more lessons before the next test. Plus the PDL fees for driving on the road. A poor girl like me cant have so much money to fork out for these money- eating monsters.

Had my last revision lesson today. Luckily not the "confident" instructor. But it's the slack instructor. He everytime end the lesson early. Do you know I can spin a few more rounds with the amount of time? So expensive. I calculate for you to see.

100 mins = $60
1 min = $0.60
Therefore, when he released me early for 7 mins = $1.40
Tentatively, for 10 lessons = $1.40 X 10 = $14

Dont think it's cheap anymore, right. $14, I can buy a lot of things. Ehhh. I not aunty. Just some necessary calculation to not lose out. But today I accumulated.......

.....

12 points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



and 2 immediate failures. zzzzzzz.... HOW CAN I PASS TOMORROW??!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

To know whether this person with a duck transplant can pass her driving test, stay tune to quekquack channel.

PS: Hope that both test instructors for me and Yiling are not having a good sleep tonight so that they will be asleep and not alert most of the time during the test. (Pray Pray)

Johnny Day is Wanyan's newly formed term and I like it very much. Because today was practically flooded with Johnny. Johnny here, Johnny there. At least today's mood was so much better. No emo. Maybe it's due to the extra 2 hours sleep. Anyway, back to Johnny. Johnny is actually our tutor. Taught me for two years but only promote to one of my favourite teachers until recently. He used to be a normal, boring tutor. I used to not like his lesson. But I think he had self designed a quality system (term taught by Mrs Wee in QM today) and realised that he could improve to acheive Total Quality Management. But he didnt improve in the area of the subject he taught well. He probably didnt do some process chart because his lesson is still damn long. Not effective enough. (dun roll eyes at me. im so pathetic as to dig out my notes to find the term i wanna express.)

The Taiwan trip is confirmed..... to be cancelled.
-Emo-

Everything started so wrong since Sunday night. I shouldnt had watched Titanic on the night before school, given that im such an emotional person. Had watched that movie once since very very long ago. Now that i rewatched it, I didnt want to forget it. It was so impactful, so sad, so heart wrenching that it sets me greiving and emo-ing until now.

They were so meant to be together. Though they were from two different worlds, they fitted so well together. Like a puzzle, either one lost is incomplete. One was rich, high class, elegant and spoilt. The other was poor, wild and fun. But the moment they meet, they could do so much to change for each other. Imagine the trip lasts only for a few days and they could no longer be separated from one and other.

I regretted forgetting such an impactful movie. The plot was good, chemistry was good, animation, song and music was good that I could hardly pinpoint any part wrong. Now I regretted i ever watched the "Movie in minutes". Spoilt the feeling cause I laughed at some points when I was reminded of the "Ohhh Jack, im flying..."



Almost cry out at disc 3. It's so sad to see the rich and poor treatment difference. The rich had all the priority. The poor trapped behind locked gates to prevent them from snatching the rich's life boats. Five scenes that stinged my eyes by controlling the flow of my tears:
1) The mum tucked two kids in the bed and told story to make them sleep while awaiting death arrive.
2) The two old couple hugged each other tightly on the bed, also, waiting for death.
3) An woman whom Rose saw on the deck, hung onto the railing and fell to death when the ship sinked vertically downward into the sea.
4) When Rose boarded the boat and looked at Jack with the what- seemed- to- be- the- last- look.
5) Of course, when Jack died.

At Monday morning 2am plus, after the movie, I soaked my pillow with tears with my brother snoring on his bed. I think my brother is a pig with no feeling. And on Monday 7am, i woke up with a groggy eyes with red veins circling the whites. Immersed with the story plot for the whole day, unable to concentrate in lessons. Worst still. I had gathering with my Primary school friends at 7pm with that stupid emo mood. Was so sorry to my Primary friends because im still on the Titanic ship most of the time during the gathering. They didnt notice, i supposed. Im capable of multi tasking. =P

But I was seriously glad that I went yesterday. So glad to find out they are still they, still the same, still so nice. I promise I prepared my feeling well for the next gathering. But I wanna keep emo-ing. At least just for one more day...

Ohhh. I just remembered one other thing I am emo-ing at. My Taiwan trip. The trip I so looked forward to... has high possibility of being cancelled. Because of the stupid pork flu.

Everything seemed so grey in colour. But hey, my blood was the only one with colour- red. niceeee... (emo, emo)

Saw this aunty at bugis performing today. After close observation, my dad told me she's a he. Meaning, she is not a she but is a he, not an aunty but and uncle, not a female but a male. Am I spelling it too specific? But I have to applause for her, no, his bravery to cross dress and perform on the street.

Im getting better at having the habit of taking photos. Took quite a number of photos today. Um, okay, yesterday (since it's 2am already. I think im becoming a weirdo who only starts blogging at 2am.) Yi Heng, the little boy whose grandma is the colleague of my mum at the mini mart downstair, came, visit and wracked havoc in my house. Because of this, I decided to put this culprit's photo up for some justice to be done.

Titanic