Everything started so wrong since Sunday night. I shouldnt had watched Titanic on the night before school, given that im such an emotional person. Had watched that movie once since very very long ago. Now that i rewatched it, I didnt want to forget it. It was so impactful, so sad, so heart wrenching that it sets me greiving and emo-ing until now.

They were so meant to be together. Though they were from two different worlds, they fitted so well together. Like a puzzle, either one lost is incomplete. One was rich, high class, elegant and spoilt. The other was poor, wild and fun. But the moment they meet, they could do so much to change for each other. Imagine the trip lasts only for a few days and they could no longer be separated from one and other.

I regretted forgetting such an impactful movie. The plot was good, chemistry was good, animation, song and music was good that I could hardly pinpoint any part wrong. Now I regretted i ever watched the "Movie in minutes". Spoilt the feeling cause I laughed at some points when I was reminded of the "Ohhh Jack, im flying..."



Almost cry out at disc 3. It's so sad to see the rich and poor treatment difference. The rich had all the priority. The poor trapped behind locked gates to prevent them from snatching the rich's life boats. Five scenes that stinged my eyes by controlling the flow of my tears:
1) The mum tucked two kids in the bed and told story to make them sleep while awaiting death arrive.
2) The two old couple hugged each other tightly on the bed, also, waiting for death.
3) An woman whom Rose saw on the deck, hung onto the railing and fell to death when the ship sinked vertically downward into the sea.
4) When Rose boarded the boat and looked at Jack with the what- seemed- to- be- the- last- look.
5) Of course, when Jack died.

At Monday morning 2am plus, after the movie, I soaked my pillow with tears with my brother snoring on his bed. I think my brother is a pig with no feeling. And on Monday 7am, i woke up with a groggy eyes with red veins circling the whites. Immersed with the story plot for the whole day, unable to concentrate in lessons. Worst still. I had gathering with my Primary school friends at 7pm with that stupid emo mood. Was so sorry to my Primary friends because im still on the Titanic ship most of the time during the gathering. They didnt notice, i supposed. Im capable of multi tasking. =P

But I was seriously glad that I went yesterday. So glad to find out they are still they, still the same, still so nice. I promise I prepared my feeling well for the next gathering. But I wanna keep emo-ing. At least just for one more day...

Ohhh. I just remembered one other thing I am emo-ing at. My Taiwan trip. The trip I so looked forward to... has high possibility of being cancelled. Because of the stupid pork flu.

Everything seemed so grey in colour. But hey, my blood was the only one with colour- red. niceeee... (emo, emo)