Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Johnny Day is Wanyan's newly formed term and I like it very much. Because today was practically flooded with Johnny. Johnny here, Johnny there. At least today's mood was so much better. No emo. Maybe it's due to the extra 2 hours sleep. Anyway, back to Johnny. Johnny is actually our tutor. Taught me for two years but only promote to one of my favourite teachers until recently. He used to be a normal, boring tutor. I used to not like his lesson. But I think he had self designed a quality system (term taught by Mrs Wee in QM today) and realised that he could improve to acheive Total Quality Management. But he didnt improve in the area of the subject he taught well. He probably didnt do some process chart because his lesson is still damn long. Not effective enough. (dun roll eyes at me. im so pathetic as to dig out my notes to find the term i wanna express.)

Anyway, I find that he had become so much humorous than before. Though the way he speaks doesnt change, he actually find the opportunity to squeeze in some jokes. And he is awfully patient and always kind looking. Perhaps kind people are easily being bullied, he doesnt has much stand in lesson and is always teased and laughed at by the students. Last week and today in class, Mr Kuku (undefined character) was very harsh. Made mocking jokes. Didnt like that very much. Can say im biased towards Johnny because he's now one of my favourite tutors.

My driving test is coming real soon. It's scheduled at this Friday. Im getting jittered as the day near. Yesterday's driving, I met the last instructor I ever want to meet before the test. I called him "confident" instructor because he likes to tell me to be confident. But totally opposite from the nick I gave, he always made me lose confident. First, he is very strict, giving out oppressing stress mood from every direction of his car. Second, he likes to use sarcastic tone. As if every people with common sense should know and people who dont are dumb. Third, he like to question why u made a particular mistake.

Like me, I forgot to signal when I turn left. And he asked non stop: Why didnt u signal? Do u know u have to signal? Do u realise u didnt signal? Im very curious to know what learners are thinking about. Why?

I KNOW I DIDNT SIGNAL. I FORGOT. FORGOT IS FORGOT. NO WHY. SO SIMPLE. DO U HAVE TO RUB ON MY MISTAKE? CANT U JUST HIGHLIGHT TO ME? IM SO PISSED OFF BY UR STUPID QUESTION!!!!! (breathe in.... calm....)

I hate him. There's one more revision lesson tomorrow before my test on Friday. I hope it's not him. (Pray hard) My family and friends have high hopes for me. They all want free rides. But im still not confident enough to say I CAN. Miss Holly told me to expect for the worst. Because if I expected the worst, if I fail it, I wont feel that bad. But if I pass, it will come as an amazing surprise. For her case, it always work the opposite effect. Im grateful for her sincere advice. Will try any method now. It's called last minute run buddha leg. Another friend successfully one time pass. (congratz) Now it's my turn. I hope some miracles work on me and Yiling so we can both pass and go for celebration dinner happily.

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