Didnt blog for four days. Now had a piled up lists of things to say. So I had to exercise my long forgotten summary skill to keep words short. Overall,

Saturday I went to Orchard with shu hui and holly to look for ronale's present. Mr ronale was being quarantined at home and the sounds-very-official message to shu hui regarding his celebration was funny to us. In the end, the whole trip mission digressed and we looked for our own stuffs. Went to fulfil my fillial piety in the evening despite protests and accompany laoma and kaima shop.

Sunday wanna pack my very very messy closet and was once again delayed by the time I finished my tutorials. Will take a picture of my closet and prove that my closet needs grooming desperately.

Monday went back to school again. First lesson LPCS. Took back test paper and unknowingly spread my anxiety black aura to celine because I was too worried after the small set back of transportation paper. We panicked together until I got back my test paper first and left celine to panic. =P The result was okay. Got an A even though I clearly remember I had no mood for test during that day because I had a bad day the day before. The anxiety black aura returned back when we got back our calculus paper. We both felt that we had been too complacent during the test because of my A Maths background and celine's basic calculus background. We got so anxious that we exchanged the paper and see the marks for each other. Turned out that we had the same marks. ^ ^ I made really stupid mistakes.

2 marks = Didnt see the word "year" and left the number in month
2 marks = I put the $ signs in the functions
1 mark = Dunno is calculator spoil or I type wrongly. I got additional zero in my answer. -_-

5 marks away from my nice 50/50. Ho Ho. Bye bye 50 marks. Was so damn efficient that day. Completed my whole lots of requirements forms for bursury, Calculus tutorial and LPCS lab assignment RFID tag (me and celine only took 10 mins to redo everything and print it out). I was looking so forward to getting the $1000 bursury until complication arised. I had to forfeit the bursury because I believe im not eligible to apply. Was so angry with my parents for not telling me anything until I checked it out. Wasted my effort the whole day.

Tuesday which is today. Lesson at 9am and I hated it so so much. I been deprived of sufficient sleepness that im getting wierd. Waited to cross traffic this morning until I saw bus 9. Wanted to walk opposite direction and take bus 9 instead but I dunno what I was thinking. I walked straight forward to the busy traffic road until I snapped out from my daze and pulled myself back. Missed my bus 9 and late for lesson againnnnn. =( What a bad timing because we had transport lab assignment and I missed jenny's guide to the complicated TradeNet software. Normally during lecture, I wished Jenny would speed through. But at this kind of lab session, I just hope she will slow down but she sped. Fortunately, I caught up with the help of celine.

Today stayed till 7pm because of the stupid data collection for Lome project. It's so awkward because I had to go to the AV room at Library to count the occupied seats of the TV and computers. Everytime I went in to count, people watching halfway will turn to stare at me. Had jokers to accompany and we joked and rot at the cable TV room. Wuliao and wanyan act angmoh and the whole room was full of their slang. Hahahaha.
Cable TV located at 3rd floor while my AV room is located at 4th floor. Hence, I dunno I climbed up and down the stairs for how many times to take readings. Am so so tired. Luckily, tomorrow lesson starts at 11am. Going to watch Simpsons before I sleep. Nights.

PS: As I said above, summary is long forgotten. So do not go "ehh. This is the summarised entry ah?!" because I forgot how to summarise.

I very proud of myself. Cause I ate 4 meals in total.
Breakfast = My favourite wheat biscuit dip in milo
Lunch = A very salty hokkien prawn noodle
Tea break = 3 pancakes at bizpark plus a couple of mouthful from celine's chicken cutlet
Dinner = Laoma's homecooked chicken rice with sambal pandan leaves

Maybe school's days make people hungry. All the foods are so easily accessible. Blame the canteen.

Did QM group assignment today. Dunno how we fared. I just knew I was rushing for time to write everything on the flipchart. And wee wee kept rushing (me) our group to finish up. (-.-) <- this symbol is a serious underestimation of how I felt.

Heard the uproar news today over laoma's favourite 97.2 fm this morning. Michael Jackson passed away yesterday afternoon. Shocked me. I had heard about him since I very very young. His success debut was even way before I was borned. His name and pictures were mentioned everywhere- Newspaper, facebook, school conversations, TV, radio, everywhere. Im not his fan. Just felt that life is so unpredictable. Even a wealthy man like him couldnt pay any amount to escape from the fate of death god. So what it if we got a lot of money. We couldnt bring them with us when we are dead. Three words. Haiz, Haiz, Haiz. (moment of silence)

Practicalism is over everywhere. Suddenly miss my childhood so much. Miss playing those silly games...

Went there to buy some fresh fishes today to cook dinner. Ho ho ho. Joking. I cant even cook a plate of rice properly. There's no way for me to cook the fish. But I remembered my date with Lao Ling, Lao Van and Lao Ping to go lunch at Manhattan. Bernice joined us last minute and off we go to the Illuma. Huu~~(Hard gay's cheer)


Think everybody's blog today had the same photos. At least mine, lao ling's and lao ping's blog had the same photos. Just different contents. Manhattan's got a really scary big portion of foods and worthwhile promotion that stuffs until everybody is too full. Total $60++ for 5 people. Got soups, got drinks, got main course + dessert (Chocolate mud pie and Tiramisu) and two cups of coffee or tea. We insisted that we dun want the coffee or tea. Everybody is too full that if we stuff somemore, we are going to puke.

I continue to be complacent after getting one bear form the clamping machine in the arcade. So I thought I could help HP clamp the piglet she wants. And I .........

Failed! =( Wasted her $6. Sorry HP.
Went to Otaku's house which lao ling wanna go so much. She and lao van were so fantasized by the anime stuff over there. Made me a bit proud that I introduced such a good place. Just that the stall keeper a bit scary. They try to service by scretching out the neck so that their head is just beside you and scares you by speaking out "May I help you?". On an impulse, I took this mask and told lao ling to take a photo. I was quite satisfied by the ending result. IM A HOLLOW!!! muahahahaha. (Hollow is just a sick character from Bleach. Bleach is not the washing detergent you used at home. It's an anime. It is popular among Otakus.)
I been very late for lecture as usual. Today exceed 30 minutes. Everybody is already lazy to bet what time I will reach the lecture room. And the major project group mates push me to be group leader not because I can lead. Is because they are enforcing one strict rule of not to be late. And these sickos like to see me, being a leader, suffers double penalty for being late. Im going to prove to them that I will change!!

By the way, there's a big bee in my study room. Im in a bit of hurry of finish blogging while the bee went on temporary hiding. I need to escape this room ASAP!! BYEEEE!

Wooo! Finally saw the Lom camp photos!! My team!!!
T-E-E-N- T-I-T-A-N, TEEN TITANS, LET'S Go!!

The Shampoo game that made me lost quite a number of hairs. =X
Ho Ho Ho. Lom camp was quite fun. Anyway, super congratz to Lao Ling for passing her driving test. Another blur test instructor plus my test instructor just released another road hazard to the road. Good luck to future traffic.

I thought very long about the title of this entry. Practical? Kindness does not begets good return? Internal war?

But none of them sounds as appropriate as this title which speaks exactly how I felt right now. I truely got no reason to smile. Im facing a big problem much sooner than I thought. And I got back my Transport management test paper today. Not very good. I feel very unfair for many many reasons which I hope I can rant out here. It's maybe because I didnt put in enough effort but the worst case of unfairness is ... ... Urgh! I shall swallow them down and be strangled by my own bitterness.

Tan Poh Chuan brought a BIG news today. He wanted us to choose our project mates for major project. Instantly, the whole course looks like they are having an internal war affairs. During this period of time, it's so best to see the most ugly side of the person. Because nobody wanted to end up with frequent free loaders, most people are "scouting" their group mates. Some ditching their own clique. I know the best morale of the story that kindness doesnt begets good returns. In fact, I had been getting frustrated with myself for the first term for landing myself into so much unneccessary troubles just to help people. (Stuffing sorrows again) I was tempted to be just as practical. Afterall, im a human. Not god nor angel. But I just cant cross over my integrity wall.

I hate myself sometimes. Sometimes for not thinking for myself. I had been so clueless and aimless right now. My laughter for jokes is short lived. Even when I laugh, I been thinking about my dilemma. It's kind of driving me crazy. What should I do?? Can anybody guide me?? =(

Im really unhappy. Tomorrow's school will be like hell since people will continue their hunt for group members. One day this issue isnt solve, im going to ask somebody to kill me.

After sooo long, I finally get to see my idol!!!!!! Ah Sa from Twins...


She came to endorse Heroic Rendezvous on Sunday at Tampines 1. For the first time and most probably the last time, I saw her real person other than those MV, movies and variety shows. Somehow, got a mixed feeling like what Shu Hui and Holly used to describe when they saw Farenheit - So near yet so far.
In so many ways, her shows and songs inspired me. I listened to Twins songs since Sec 3. And even crazy to the extent that I got over inspired by her "Next stop diva" that I stupidly volunteered for Secondary school New Year's performance. And now, I finally saw her.
It's not as if im those crazy hardcore fans who stand there, shouted "Charlene, we will support you forever!" or those who afford to spend 100 over bucks to attend the just- two hours concert. But I was just so impacted when I saw her. Is really a kind of feeling that is very difficult to describe.
She wasnt as bubbly as I thought she will. The whole process, she was just there standing, posing and gave tips for the games. Haiz. And I thought I can hear her sing at least 1 song. I been thinking too much.

Me, Shu Hui and Holly went to play poker at Century customer service area. That area started to become my favourite hideout. There got sofas and strong aircons that are really comfy once you settle down there to rest. Maybe because we took the favourite hot spot sofa, the indian little girl kept staring at us until I feel uneasy. But we didnt gave in cuz they also had a sofa seat.

Ate Ajisen since Holly was in craze of it.

Though I dunno why short memory is known as goldfish memory, I still wanna say I have goldfish memory. Im suffering memory loss. Yesterday was Lyn's 20th birthday. On Friday's night, I kept reminding myself that I had to send a birthday greeting message to her when I was bathing. But I forgot. Yesterday, while talking to Celine about her friend's birthday, I suddenly remembered that I still havent send message to Lyn. But because I was eating, I thought I could send after my meal. Alas, I still forgot. Until I checked my mail just now and saw friendster's reminder. =_=

Finally went cycling!!! Was almost hindered by the dark clouds and strong winds. Thought it was going to rain. Fortunately, it didnt. And the weather was sooo good. It feels so refreshing to go there cycle and enjoy the wind. Isnt hot at all.
Ate my all time favourite at the food hawker at East Coast. They were a killer to Wuliao who always insisted that tomato was the best sauce in the world. The foods were nice but the feeling of having 4 uclers in your mouth will diminish all other facts. I will go again once my uclers are gone!!

Was planning to rot at home again on Sunday. I complained to 欠扁脸 that my computer is acting wierd lately. I restarted 4 times to get it start working. 欠扁脸 suddenly said he wanna buy external portable hard disk so that he can store his games and can help me backup my oh-so precious songs and photos. I remembered the PC fair was still going on and it happened to be the last day. Though 欠扁脸 protested and said he could buy at Challenger at $99 for an ismart hard disk, I was blinded by my aunty instinct that I could bargain for a much cheaper price and get more freebies. So, unlike my otaku behaviour, I went to the PC fair at Suntec with qian bian lian.

Scared me. The crowd was so overwhelming. I was so worried that the escalator may be over loading and break down. We squeezed through the crowd, braved the offer shoutings and fought our way to the highest floor. Browsed through many many stalls, in the end found one stall that sold the cheapest which is $89. =_=!!! We came all the way here to look for cheap cheap ones. In the end, it only differed $10 which is easily evened out by our transport fees. So I decided to make use of what I remembered of friend friend, Mr Lim's purchasing tactics.

Tactic 1:
Collect lots of brochures and make a list of AVL (approved vendors' list) which we did. And selected the few which we thought are good.
Tactic 2:
Arrive there only when the fair is closing soon. The vendors will be eagered to get rid of their products and will be making their last minutes price rearrangement. Afterall, PC fair stuff are going to be obsolete if they didnt sell out soon. And so, blinded by my confidence, we went to eat and went back at 7pm.

The result:
FAILED!!!

Explain why.
1. The vendors are making price arrangement for bigger products like PC, laptop and cameras. Nobody bothered about portable hard disk. Some of them even gave portable hard disk as freebies if the big items are sold.
2. We were afraid the hard disk will sold out if we went any later.

In the end, we bought 1 blue and black ismart portable hard disk. 1 of them was bought on behalf of 欠扁脸 's friend. Only one freebie of pouch. =( Anyway, saw Aaron and Zoe's cousin, Eugene at the fair. Bought the disk from him. He couldnt recognised us but we confronted him.

Moral of the story:
Bigger buyers really have bigger say. BUT I WUN GIVE UP! I WILL BE BACK! muahahahaha...

Hupick = Human + pig + duck

Im rotting~~ Lalalalala~~ The feeling of rotting is so boring but somehow I like it so much. Im turning into a otaku. It lets me recharge my battery before I go energetic again. The aftermath of camp is so tiring for an old woman. It's like I cant get enough sleep no matter how long I slept. And I dun feel like starting my tutorials. Because I dunno how to do and nobody wanna do tutorial with me. =(

Camp was finally over yesterday. I think overall was okay. Though there were quite a number of bad comments, I think I still prefer this year activities than last year activities. Only the nightwalk lost out to last year. And there were a lot of delays and internal conflicts. But can see that this year they had put in super lots of effort. At the end of the camp, I found myself humming some catchy tunes...

Went for the briefing today. Practically just went there and rot. Halfway through, we were bored to the extent that I played silly games with Hanping, Ashraf and Yuan Hao. Almost went to watch "Drag me to hell" under peer pressure. But I vow before that I wouldnt watch another horror movie in cinema and regret. So I manage to stick to my vow. Muahahaha. Though the briefing was boring, it makes me feel that the camp is worth going. Wouldnt be a spoiler and spill everything out here.

This Pooh bear was obtained from the clamping game machine at the arcade. Because I was still in the arcade fever, I thought we could go play Silent Hill again. There isnt Silent Hill machine but there are a lot of plushies machines. We saw one pro-ster malay lady who clamp away a lot of these Pooh bears. So we tried our luck with the dog plushies and failed. We then saw the malay lady left and tried the Pooh bear machine. Total 3 tries to clamp away this bear. The 4th try failed when we try to clamp the second bear. It reminds me of long long long time ago when I clamped away a minnie mouse bear with my cousin at the first try. Must be I pro. Muahahahahaha.........

Define 心有余而力不足.

Muahaha. I expect this coming but I didnt know it's so soon... ...