Anyway, just when I was about to go home after accompanying Hanping to buy milk tea, I dunno why I got very sick. Had a terrible stomachache which swiftly transform to giddyness. My eyes were blocked by blurry black darkness, my right ear blocked and I broke out in cold sweats. At one point, I feel that I couldnt even walk to the bus stop. And Hanping had to flag a cab to send me home. I felt so much better once I sat down in the cab. The taxi driver looked worried and I think he was worried that I had H1N1 or such.

Initially, I didnt wanna alert my mum and felt that the giddyness will go away. It did for a while and return a little when I was bathing. Though it sounds stupid, for a moment I really think I might die. I remembered how many newspaper articles I had read which showed a lot of healthy young people who died suddenly and unknowingly. All of whom who complained a little discomfort and died shortly after. And so, I went to see the doctor. The clinic is just beside the minimart my mum works at. And I waited from 8:15pm to 9:30pm when my mum knocked off.

Contrary to my worse fear, the doctor was so calm like he had met a lot of the cases before. He asked me if I ate vegetables and fruits, if I ate my meals regularly at fixed timing, if I skip my meal very often. I answered first question guiltily. But I am very proud to say that im not the type who will skip meal to diet. Even on diet, I make sure I ate every meal and exercise more. My confidence was attacked when I remembered how I stuffed two meals on Friday night, how I skipped my breakfast yesterday to meet anata and how many lunch I skipped when I felt that im not hungry. The doctor gave me the victory smile when I couldnt answer his questions confidently anymore. No matter how much I thought about it and couldnt link unhealthy eating habit with giddiness, my throbbing headache was gone after I ate my dinner. Even annoying when I realised I was hungry only after I start eating.

Giddiness had always been a constant visitor to me. I was glad I finally found the root of the problem. But my mum started to accuse me that I skipped meal to diet. =X I really really didnt. In fact, I was always the one who complain hungry and ate a lot. She forbid me to go to the camp tomorrow. I suddenly felt very sad. Just when I started to look forward to the camp, I was forbidded to go. And I already couldnt go to Taiwan. I bargained with her. We finally compromised with me going but I had to be back by 10pm. Meaning no poker and tonning overnight.

Hope that I will get better tomorrow for the activities. And many thanks to Hanping. I think I might faint on the street if she didnt flag cab for me.

Maybe I had been cursed by that old man...

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