Am so thoroughly disappointed today. Been emo-ing for most of the day. Finally got back all my mid sem test results. Though none of them fail, I think they sucks. Felt so down lately. Like all my efforts not paid off correctly. And my energy depleting so fast that I dunno what to do to smile and laugh like I normally do. Was going to K initially tomorrow. But cancelled. Might also be a good thing since im no longer in the mood.

Worse still. Johnny still didnt remember my name. Me and wanyan were so excited when we saw him. And he recognised us and came over. I thought he finally remember me until he point at wanyan and said "you are the sia, sia, sia... wanyan." And stupid dum dum dum threatened my president post just because johnny doesnt remember me. =(

Two high rank people from Gurusoft company came to gave talk todayat LPCS lecture. That guy's face was so red while talking that I feared for him that his blood vessel might burst. But overall of the talk was quite enriching. Han Ping and me spotted this inspiring piece in one of his slides.

Success is never final.
Failure is seldom fatal.
It's the courage that counts.

Didnt realise that it would be used to encourage and console myself later in the day when I got back results. So what if I didnt do well this time. I know I can do even better given that I put in more efforts. Afterall, it still wasnt the worst case of scenario. I can still work on it and change the situation. I'LL BE BACK!!!

PS 1: Been staying in school until 7pm for the entire week. It's so tiring especially for morning 9am lesson. Was late again for 40 mins. Should have been my usual 30 mins late but there was a sudden jam near school that made the bus stranded there for around 10 mins to travel one stop. I really need to work on my punctuality.

PS 2: H1N1 is horrible. This morning heard that there were around 800+ cases. Just now heard that it increased to 900+ cases. It's worrying. =(