Sometimes it's really frustrating when you are all dressed up, ready to go and you spend the whole damn lots of time at the hot bus stop, waiting for a crappy bus to come. Especially when you are already late and the school beside the bus stop decided to use super stinky dungs as fertilisers for their lovely flowers. And the worse thing is you wore some long sleeves clothes (for the cold theatre) and the flies suddenly lost interest in those dungs and flew to harass your legs instead.

That's what happened to me yesterday. I waited 25 minutes for that damn bus to come. Some rich guy behind me lost his patience and flagged taxi and left while the poor me was still stranded at the smelly bus stop, chasing away flies. The bus finally came at slightly over 1:00pm. While boarding, I kept glaring at the bus driver. The whole episode continued when the bus reached Tampines 201 bus stop. A lot of aunties and uncles alighted at that stop. And that stupid bus driver shut the door while the people havent fully alight. The first time, they pressed the bell and he opened the door. Again, the crowd filitered off the bus and for the second time, that bus driver shut that door again when they are tapping cards, trying to alight. I was already damn pissed off by the 25 mins stuff and I felt like my head going to explode with anger when I saw his impatience to these uncles and aunties.

So I suppressed my anger. Got one aunty called from back for an old uncle to alight at that stop. And for the third time, the FUC**** bus driver shut the door after the aunty alighted and the old uncle still on the staircase platform, tapping his card! I WAS SO FUC**** ANGRY. IT IS SO DANGEROUS AND THAT UNCLE WAS SEPARATED FROM THE AUNTY. You cant expect that aunty to chase after the bus. THAT FUC**** BUS DRIVER STILL ATTEMPTED TO DRIVE THE BUS AWAY. WHAT THE HELL. The old uncle was there panicking and he pressed the bell and that FUC**** bus driver ignored the bell.

Even I cannot imagine my action when im angry. I walked up to the driver seat and slam the machine which you usually collect the tickets from and spoke in mandrain in case that stupid driver cant understand. I said "OII! 有人还没有下车, KAY!". He didnt even feel apologetic for his darn actions and open the door using the heck care face. I felt like slapping him, okay. Then from behind, another uncle gave a "wow" sound which pissed me off further. What the fuc**** hell. There's so many people witnessing it and yet, nobody stands out to help. HE still dare to wow me. Go to hell, can.

And so, my beautiful mood was tainted with so much anger that I ranted out to Doc YW once I saw her when she should be the one who rant at me for being late. Right until now, a complaint letter is still pending inside my head. Im still very angry over the matter and that explains for some vulgars above. My anger subsized considerably when I watched Harry Potter. By the way, the show is really nice. There's really quite a lot of romances but those romances were quite comical. My heart ached a bit when Dumbledore pleaded with Harry not to feed him the potions from the locket hideout.

After movie, me and Doc YW went on really budget meal and shopping and ended up not buying as usual. Doc YW is still undecisive what to buy for her sis's graduation present and if she should buy the big version of Duckie. Met Lyn after so so long to collect my mum's pearl earring from her. On the way there, saw TPSS and reminised with Doc YW about how we used to climb in classroom from the window after the doors were locked. Chatted with Lyn at her void deck and suddenly made a decision that we should meet up more often. Rushed home after that because my mum and brother said they are going to faint from hunger if I still didnt pack food home.

Im still wondering if I should send in the complaint letter. Though im really angry, I didnt think it's a good idea to cost him out of his job. What should I do?

PS: The whole bus was staring at me from that stop till the end. After my anger subsided a little, I felt embarrassed and was the first to alight when the bus reached the terminating stop.