Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me~~~

As far as I dread, im already 20 and 2 hours years old. Am an old old old woman who's going to be more nagging, more irritating and more CHILDISH. Sorry but it's going to be a natural thing that I cant change. A few hours ago, while im still 19 years old, I had been pretty sad. Sad that I arent going to be teenager anymore. Amazingly, a few hours later, the 20 years old me suddenly thought brightly that I cant keep being miserable because I had a lot more ages to come. It's tiring to be sad and I had already been sad the whole day. =)

Life still go on and im a blessed girl with family and friends. Received so many wishes and presents that made me feel that I cant ask for more. Because I would be greedy if I ask.

Went to SIP launch today, or rather yesterday. Though im very sad that nobody went in same company as me, I would still consider myself lucky because:
1) My LO is Mr Selwyn Lim who was so uptight about our welfare and message me just now to approach him if I had difficulty finding the company.
2) My company isnt too far from my home. (Though it's not at Changi Air freight which I strongly believe I would enter) But compared with my friends, I have relatively lesser travelling time.
3) My company is providing me with uniform so I dun have to buy formal and waste money.
4) Old Lim said my supervisors are easy to get along.
5) I may not need to stick at the desk all day round and can get to deliver goods with some uncles which I may need to befriend. (I believe they would not "h-arrested" me.) If I succeed in making friends with these uncles, they may bring me to "la" kopi or "jia liu lian" (drink coffee and eat durians).
6) It's a small comapany with high likeliness that there wun be politics.

So, I should think positively now. Though deep down, I feel that everything sucks, I know I need a positive mind to keep me going.

I regret spending my precious last few moments of 19 years old depressing so much. Im so touched that I had a second rounds of celebration with Long John's chocolate pie with the same group of people. I didnt know that they are celebrating my birthday again and I was bluffed that the cakes were meant for Old Vege. Old vege also thought that the cakes were meant for me. So we got bluffed together and was successfully shocked when they sang us both happy birthday song. Old Vege received her beloved Otaku's House stuff and an unique skeleton as card from us. Im so interested to see one day when weiping and celine ran out of idea to give us surprise and unique presents.

Wanna buy covered shoes and jeans today but had no mood finding. Walked until my legs now super pain. Found interest in arcade again. I been playing a lot of arcade games lately. House of the dead is fun too. Hohoho. Im a sicko who like to shoot those disgusting monsters and see them explode. (Yuck!) Going to track down my intern company and buy shoes and jeans tomorrow.

Then again, thank you all so much for those wishes and gifts. (To vanesa and hanping: I will finish those m&m even if it means that im going to be poisoned to death.) And sorry that I reply very late. I always got lazy trying to reply messages. But you know I will still get back to you all ultimately. =D

(You all always make fun of me but I know deep down, you all dote on me a lot. Dun deny. muahahahaha. Im so pampered. =P)