Internship already entered the fourth day. Im trying my very best to adapt to the new environment, using blank mind to numb myself from all the missing of friends and my ex lifestyle. If I didnt do that, I guessed I would have break down. I thought I am the only one who feel this way but I just realised everybody misses everything the way I do too. I forgot to mention in previous post that I saw weiping and celine at safra bus stop on wednesday while I was on bus 8, going for work. They were trying to catch glimpse of me on the bus but only weiping saw me. After I saw them, I immediately regret to request seeing each other this way because it's so sad. Had to control those stubborn tears again.

I dunno what's wrong. It's very very very long since I felt this way. This kind of sad parting feeling. It's not as if we not meeting anymore and we just met on tuesday. But I just got this feeling. Indescribable.

I managed to talk more yesterday. I had nothing to do most of the time. Daniel kept asking me to write address for the invoices that have to be sent out. Easy job that was completed within an hour or so. So I volunteered to help my colleagues takeaway. Going out was so comfortable. Like some temporary breaking away from the cage. I wanna take my time to scroll and buy foods but the sky was black and there was drizzle. So I had to hurry back. =X I kept asking them to assign me jobs but they also dunno what I know how to do. Halfway while Daniel was making calls, I got really bored and almost sleep in front of him. Andrew wanna assigned me to deliver a cheque to the building beside but Daniel retained me, saying he need me to do postage. But everything was too boring so Andrew very helpfully said he wanna take me out for delivery.

That was probably the best part so far. But honestly, his driving cannot make it. His car has got a heavy stench of smoke which made me damn uncomfortable. His driving was slow to the extent that he drove 60km/h on expressway. Got a lot of people honked him. Two cars overtook him at bend. And he always asked "Why the rush?". I wanna tell him but I too chicken. Afterall, he's my supervisor. =P

Had their meeting at 6pm. My knock off time delayed, sad. =( I learnt that we will have uniform next week. Bright bright yellow. Just like Business Tee. =( Memories, memories, memories. Other than that, the meeting was not very beneficial to me. Hm. Wait. Maybe got another thing that was beneficial..... Daniel ordered fried chicken and mash potato for all the staff as staff welfare after meeting. So I ate. You know I very shy. Dun dare to eat but I too hungry and they insisted me to eat, so I ate a little. Just a little only. =P Andrew assigned one of the driver uncles to drive me home since that uncle live in Pasir Ris. That uncle was very friendly. Im so happy I made another friend in that company.

Today was another day of postage. I picked up the calls too. Because the company is looking for accountant cum admin stuff. So I helped to pick up phone calls for enquiries about the job. Fortunately, today was only half day. Because im so tired. After job, I still went out with mum and kaima. Bought a slipper which I miss wearing so much but cant wear. I hate cover shoe and jean. Even went to Crystal Jade for dinner. Due to laziness, I didnt upload the photos. But the foods are nice. While mum and kaima were buying herbs, I almost fell asleep. And I slept on bus this morning. Something which I will avoid so much in the public. =( I NEED SLEEP!!!

I checked my results. Finally. Im so worried. Old lim messaged me on yesterday to ask if im happy with my results. Scared me. But the results turned out pretty fine. I wanna boast!!! I got Z for Calculus. =D

Miss ya...