I hope time will freeze now. I will stuck in a lecture room with Jenny or Wee wee for 10 hours rather than to go to the unknown place tomorrow. I went to see the company today. It's a terror to know that I need to go there everyday for 12 weeks from now on. This birthday has been a sad one. Yesterday optimistic vapourized the moment I saw the building. Imagine walking alone to a company with everybody unknown to you. Starting everything anew isnt an easy job. Reminds me of going to first day of Poly, first day of year 2. Very very very tough. I wish somebody can save me and let me exchange SIP with Jenny's 12 hours lecture now. I will accept readily and wun complain a word.

Finally found my covered shoes and jean but I wasnt happy. Im glad I asked wanyan and celine out today for shopping instead of choosing to emo at home. At least I brighten up a bit. At least I can see weiping, celine and wanyan before we are separated for 2 weeks. =(

I need to be strong. Need to be brave. I need to make friends tomorrow. Jia you Jia you. People, jia you for SIP. We have to do it!!!