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The legendary sad face. Dunno how to go out and face people. Act smart. Thought after rebonding for so long, maybe it's time to try perming. Told the hairdresser countless times the kind of hairstyle I want. Those one or two big curls at bottom enough already. Stupid her still gave me this sucky hairstyle. Great. I initially was aunty mentally. Now im aunty physically too. Wherever I went, I kept having this sucky feeling that the people are looking at my stupid hairstyle. Spent my hard earned $160 on it somemore. Really felt like crying and crying and crying.

Though Shu hui and Holly kept telling me it looks okay, my repulsive hatred to curly hairs doent change any opinion about my new hairstyle. I think they sucks..... and sucks...... and sucks. I never had any hairstyle worst than this (in my opinion, thanks to my stupid repulsion). Went home. Got the exact reaction from mum that I expected. Then, stupid thing is, I cried. And whined.... and said I wanna return back to the hairdresser today to get my hair rebonded back. I know I sound stupid and irritating. But I just cant stop myself from nagging at everyone that I want my straight hairs back. In fact, I still have this impulse to rush to that salon and get that person to rebond my hairs back. Getting angrier at every moment when I remembered how she introduced me what Korean style, Japan style about perming. If she cant make the type of hair I want, then she shouldnt give me empty promise. I even showed her the pictures, kay. Shit her shit her.

Just now went to Kaima's house, even Kaima giggled at my hair. =(((((((( I really dunno what to do. Dunno how to go to work or return school with this stupid hairstyle. Worst thing is nobody understand how I feel. I kept using those envy eyes to ogle at people with straight hairs. And I kept reprimanding myself for not stopping the hairdresser when she was going to perm my hairs. Regret to the point of extreme. I can keep whining and complaining non stop, link every subject back to my hairs and irritate everybody until the point that nobody ever bother about me until my hairs are straight again. I hope that after I washed my hairs today, they can look tamer a bit. That hairdresser told me they will look natural after one or two wash. Dunno how much I can believe her. If they dun turn natural a bit after today's wash, im going to flood my whole blog about my hairs and that hairdresser. If you all hate reading vengeful blog, maybe you can consider switching channel to Yiling's vulgar blog or what.

Just realised that I also had my timetable. Thought we never got to know our timetable until our SIP is going to finish. Am in T01 again. Had a sucky timetable too. Everyday except Monday had to report to school at 9am. Studied until 6pm almost everyday. See no difference between work and studies. How am I ever going to let my vengeful settled down given the series of unhappy events...

PS: Is there anybody who are in same class as me????