Somehow, Saturday's joy seemed very surreal, it feels kind of detached from reality. Like even if it's real, it happened so long ago even though it's just 3 days ago. Going back to work pulled me back to reality. Had new job yesterday. Customer wanted us to help them pack those heavy booklets before delivering. Think we earned a lot more through packing and delivering. The number of books came in cartons and cartons. Damn scary. Was so busy packing until by the time I checked my handphone, I had 8 messages. One from the usual yiling, another from celine who had sent before she flew off (flew off sounds weird?? like she kana blow off. =P), others from van, cherry, etc and last one from old lim. "I will be visiting later."

???!!!!

Honestly, I dunno why he needs to come and visit. I was hoping he would come few weeks ago but somehow, I wasnt really anticipating his arrival. But I was busy so I continued to work until he finally came at near 4:30. At the beginning, I really felt the awkward silence pressure between him, Andrew and Daniel. Daniel was uncomfortable and kept acting busy, instructing people here and there. Andrew... A bit abnormal...

Lim: I saw a lot of bags and mouses displayed at the entrance. Me and her(me) are wondering what those are used for?
Andrew: Those belongs to the person whom we rent this ofice from. We shared office.
Lim: Oh, I see.
Andrew: (Continued while Lim's talking.) We not planning to sell mouses and bags. It's quite unlikely to venture into selling bags and mouses for us.
Me: ..........?????
Lim: I heard you all will be moving to new office soon. When are you all moving?
Andrew: Er... Yah... The new office is quite near to here. Just at Ubi.
Lim: Oh, yeah. I heard her said before. Do you have any idea when you all are moving?
Andrew: Um, the building isnt really far. Can be walked from here. It's called Vertex.
Lim: ... Oh. Yah. Yah. Haha. You know when you all are moving?
Andrew: Oh. Um, should be near the end of next month.

Hohoho. I dunno wanna laugh or feel awkward with them. Talked with Lim for quite some times. Was expecting him to drive me to somewhere drink kopi like Benson did to Hanping and Wenkai but Lim didnt seem prepare to do so. =X He told me the reason to put me in small company when the rest were in big company. Understand better and appreciate better. =)

Old Lim talked secretly to my two supervisors. I realised he kindly added that I like going out delivering but I wanted to say I preferred saying in office now. Going out was much easier but travelling always made me sleepy. Anyway, because of old lim, Andrew brought me out for proper delivering today. Can only say that im so damn tired. One good thing is I feel that im finally exercising after so long. Im so proud to say that I maybe can fight with wanyan or wenni because I carried a 60kg carton on trolley today! The people at the collection place were so amazed by me. I was also amazed by myself. Never thought I can carry. Hohohohoho.

By the way, Andrew warned me about treating everybody as nice people. He said a lot of them doesnt behave like what they appeared to. One of the dispatch rider went mia with the money collected,motor bike and walkie talkie. They reporting case today. Another dispatch rider's girlfriend also called to ask that rider's pay issues and status, etc. We were so busy and she wasted a lot of our time. Andrew was so angry that he told her off and almost terminate that rider off immediately. I was shocked because I really thought everybody was nice, honest people. =( Adults world are so blinded with money.