Who says small company no politic?? I thought small company very happy together. Been believing everybody was good, nice people until this person warned me about this person, that person talked about this person. Listen until I confuse. Dunno who's right, who's wrong. But I remember that I wun wanna to be involved in politics so I just laughed or nodded off all the sayings or bad mouthing.

Today is a rotten day. Real rotten. After keeping a clean record of no mistake for a few weeks, all the mistakes seemed to find their way to me today. Either I forgotten to take note or I took the wrong information. Phone calls kept coming in until I really going berserk. Today was the third worst day of working compared to the first and second day of work. Everytime I saw Michelle (Daniel outsource to let his friend help out with accounting) teaching Winnie (the new colleague who came in one week after me), I always envy winnie. How I wish I can get off these manual jobs and learn something new and something which I really learnt before. But I dun think Daniel let me learn too much. I think he had his restraint for letting the work-3-months-me learn too much. I hope he remember I had a report to submit. I wonder how I ever going to come up with that report.

Double to my sad mood, my cheque that was few weeks ago was wrote wrongly. Instead of 2009, Daniel wrote 2010. Cheque returned and Daniel had to be fined $30. I told him early this morning but he and winnie seemed to have forgot. I was so sad and worried. Even though I knew if he didnt pay me, my beloved school will get back for me, I cant help to feel the empty feel without knowing that I really had my cheque back.

Triple to my sad mood, I had an messy hairs which I tried to tie into pony tail. Kept having uneasy feel that they are inviting unwelcome stares. Maybe is my mentally siren rang wrongly, I just felt like shouting at anybody who looked at me.

Five weeks left. Suddenly, I had the feel that it's too long and torturing back again. I should consider if I really want to go back there for work after I graduate and wait for uni. I miss school. =(

Good news: I got my cheque back. Im looking forward to havoc on 26th Nov.