Worked OT today since im not meeting them for dinner. Worked until I forgot the timing and only started leaving the office at 7:40pm. Outside raining heavily. I thought my dad could fetch me home but he was at Yishun. Too far and time consuming to fetch me home. Damn dejected. I always need to cross the road to take bus from opposite but I always dun dare and walk two bus stops ahead to cross traffic and walked to another bus stop to take bus 8. That stretch of road was never too long when I was walking back home. But today, it seems so so so so long. Big puddle of waters accumulated on the pathway like they are going to flood that place. Suddenly feel so sad for myself to choose to spend Halloween eve night like this... Walking in the rain, stepping all the mud...

Got so many to complain to my mum today. Was already 10pm after I finally bathed finish. I thought I have someone who can listen to me. Who knows. Mum lost one bag of fruits this afternoon. Was in bad mood. I was being scolded for taking my own sweet time before I eat. Felt so damn angry. Dunno what I have got to do with the missing bag of fruits that she had to vent her anger out on me and scolded me until like that. I dun think I earn those scoldings so I argued back and didnt talk to her until now. I dun understand. Is pms a very trendy mood nowadays? Why everybody is pms-ing? Wth.

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