You dunno how much I wish SIP would end. I have difficulty denying my heart, brain and body and pushed myself to work especially every monday. Stomachache this morning. Thought I could make use of this reason to skip work. Damn body suddenly damn healthy. No pain, nothing. My brother kept coughing and coughing. So hopeful I can get infected from him since I always does when he got sick. Damn body, super healthy. Im going to drop all the hopes of getting MC.

All the gravity pulling down on me. Dragged myself and took double the time I used to get myself ready. As expected, I know I was going to get late. But I was pretty confident since I had new bus on mind to take. Thought it will make me faster. Too confident. Not good. Damn bus stuck in every traffic lights and bus stops. Soon enough, I was too late. Quickly alight to take taxi. Waited so long and didnt see one in sight. Got so panicked that I called back home to whine. I feel like im some primary kids. Wanting to skip school just that it's working that is in the context right now. I cant wait to go back school.

Reached office at 9:20. That somebody was of course in the office. He didnt scold. Just say. But I still feel angry. Maybe angry with myself. Wun elaborate anymore. It's a bad day and I havent get anything I wanna do on my list done. Everything sucks. =(