Left 4 more weeks. Must tahan.

That's practically what every lecturer said to us. I was super duper happy yesterday about going back school. Real happy to go back and sit in LT, listening to lecture feel. But happiness was short lived. I never feel so dejected and dishearten for so long other than yesterday. It' s not as if I didnt make an effort or what. Because I made that effort, it is really disheartening to know that people doesnt appreciate it.

And I always thought that leader is just a name on the outside. I think im so wrong. Starting to doubt my ability if I can lead. omg omg omg...

Fretting about 26th November the whole day yesterday. Both Yiling and my temper were bad. I think we made a lot of people unhappy. I also wanna apologise. And I really didnt purposely spread it. Haiz. Nobody has NTUC card member. How I wish someone can generously flash me their card and let us book Sentosa chalet. =(

Went to Chloe's house to use computer. I think her father is really nice and sincere about feeding us. Stepped in not long and we were each served with a glass of orange juice that looks like what those rich people drank from, sun tanning beside the swimming pool. Soon, there was a large plate of fruits that was dished out. Even almightly wanyan admit her defeat. Hahahaha. At least the evening part made up for the morning and afternoon unhappiness. Chat until I kept delaying the time to leave the house and takeaway for my mum and brother. =)

(Somehow when I was typing the last sentence, I kept remembering about shu hui and holly's unhappiness. =D <-- flash white white teeth. No bias no bias. I love you all too. Just in case, I love yuewen, tracey.... everybody.)