5 days non access to computer, internet, facebook and everything. The problem about graduation is that you no longer has the reason not to find job and you have the obligation to earn money. Without studying, there's this big gap of free time that makes me feel empty and wanna find activities to stuff into the time. Even though I cancelled original thurs and fri timeslots, I still went to work because they need people. Thurs and Fri werent as daunting as sat. Come to think about it. That event was already one week ago.

Mon went to celebrate van's really belated bdae. Went sentosa again. I went to sentosa 3 times this week. Wanna sun tan but the sun was bloody scorching. So we hid until the shelter. But dunno why, the sun still can shine until my back was all black when I reached home. Had a very sumptous picnic meal with all the pizza, cakes and breezers. Became their tour guide since none of them went to the resort before. Took damn lots of photos that im so lazy to upload up. Caught Dear John when we arrived back vivo. Lao cai dun have mood to watch with us. So I watched with van and hp. Me and van damn noisy in the cinema. I dun rem which part I didnt cry ever since John left for army. Blow my nose until damn pai seh until I heard van's sniffing beside me. So I offered her tissue and thought of offering hp too. But who knows. Hp wasnt crying and I think she sort of saw my bloody wet face and complained that the two of us were noisy. =P

Tuesday went cycling with my family gang and Jason's almost-complete-family. (He just didnt bring his mum out only.) Too long never cycle and the feeling of cycling was so good. It was good at the beginning. But after chloe took the lead, it started to get strenous because she took wierd corners of the path. But cant blame la. Cuz wierd people take wierd path. As if it wasnt enough fun, we set off for K after dinner at Just Acia (as usual). The K session was Woooo~~~ Damn HIGH! Hahahaha. Clashed with Huang Jin Nian Hua night for the CC. So all the songs were those classic old songs. It's so damn amazing to know how many old songs I know. Really cant deny my age. =X And it's always so high whenever Bad Romance played.

Wed was COL - Celebration of Learning. It seems really not long ago that we helped out the main comm to prepare for our seniors' col. And now it's our col. The probably one of the last time to sit in the LT as a course to laugh and play. Initially wanna skip the bbq but we still attended it. Didnt have much chance to bbq. Only can bbq my own marshmellow. Following the fun of tues night, we went to K again after the bbq. But I was distracted by my work stuff. And suddenly everybody else was looking at their handphone screen. The songs picked were all sad and emo. After the K session that night, I dunno what the hell got into me. I was so damn emo.

Emo continued to thurs. Especially when I had to report to work alone. We came as a group but it's so pathetic to report to work alone in the end. Thurs was a seminar by which I had to serve drinks. The drinks werent light. But somehow I managed the carrying. The seminar was damn packed with people that I cant find place to move. And there were a lot of people ordering drinks. By the time I went back the place with the drinks, it's either I cant recognise who the person is or I cant find that person. The worse is when carrying beer and cant find the person. Cuz beer has got foam and if the foam disappear, nobody would want to drink the beer. But I survived that night and continue working on Fri. Fri was chinese dinner which fortunately, I was spared to carry the scary oval tray. Served drinks again. Walked like never ending.

This phrase just kept popping in my mind.
当所有如果，都没有如果，只有失去的拥有最永久。