I AM FUCKING ANGRY!!!!!!

I HATE AEROPLANE!!! =XXXX

After so long of working, I finally get a whole day doing setup. I really prefer setup rather than serving. But yesterday, I was the only girl doing setup. The rest all guys. I finally understand why they need guys to do setup. Cuz they scare the girl will die from boredom. Guys carry all heavy stuff, girl do those mundane stupid job. Spent whole morning steaming the table skirting ALONE. At the ballroom corridor somemore. So many people walked past see what im doing. =XX But steaming is easy job except the stupid steamer kept dripping hot water onto my fingers and scalded me awake.

That wasnt the worst part. My shift ended at 5pm yesterday. Near 4 plus, Hafiz told me to fill pepper and toothpick into the holders for all the tables. Search around bar 2 still cant find the legendary pepper. Went to kitchen and asked for it, chef gave me some flavouring powder that looks like pepper. Went back bar then realised it wasnt what I wanted. So I went to asked for it from the manager. Despite me dun like jovan, I still had to admit he got a way. Got me pepper within a short while. But bloody pepper holders' hole is so small. Use spoon to scoop pepper in initially but it took bloody long time to fill them in. So I just use the holder to scoop the pepper. Ruined the surrounding with pepper. But I dun care because I spent 1 hour plus in bar with nobody knowing my existance. I should be going home but my sense of responsibility made me stayed and finish my job. I only used finish the pack of pepper near 7pm. Got nice aunties from stewarding side saw me stood there so long came and helped me. Helped me create a lot wierd wierd funnel to aid pouring. But I still find scooping is faster and easier.

Carried all the pepper and toothpick holders back west ballroom and realised all of them were at the east side making stage. Wanna go in and announce my presence but suddenly felt a wave of stupidity and realisation washed over. Everybody thought I went home. Banana even msged to accuse me going home alone. Felt so stupid im still there doing the unneccessaries. So I decided to put everything in place quietly and slipped back home. Went to office to sign out and saw all the managers I worked with in the morning in the office! Jason opened door for me and said he thought I left already. I felt even stupid because Michael who worked same shift as me already left at 5pm. =( Those extending already had their dinner. Only the stupid me who extended uninformed and haven eat. Hungry and tired. I swear I bloody wun volunteer to extend without asking. And I hate pepper!! =((((

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I can no longer take bus 8 everyday.
I can no longer climb and swear at the bridge stairs.
I can no longer rush along the corridor for lesson.
I can no longer wait and think our school's cargo lift is the slowest lift on earth.
I can no longer walk into the lecture theatre late.
I can no longer chat and crap with my neighbour during lecture.
I can no longer sit in the LT, seeing johnny tan teach forklift trucks.
(There isnt anymore johnny day.)
I can no longer go to library sleep.
I can no longer rot at library's cable tv corner.
I can no longer complain Engine's food not nice.
I can no longer takeaway wedges and eat in lom centre.
I can no longer use lom centre's com to check fb and print miscellaneous stuff.
(I cant enter lom centre anymore.)
I can no longer book badminton court and play badminton.
I can no longer see my friends everyday.
I can no longer see my lecturers everyday.
I'll miss everybody... =(((

Graduation day held on 20 May. 20 May is always a very special day. As I said before, 20 May is my two goodest friends' birthday, johnny tan's birthday and now, our graduation day. Director's speech very long, very boring. Graduation robe very ugly, very stuffy. But graduation is still graduation. Though I dun really wanna go in the first place, im still glad I went at last. Because I never know... It maybe the last time in my whole life I see some of them. Everybody posed prettily for photos. I think when days to come, all these photos will be very memorable. I wun forget the happy days in TP. =)

PS: I love my mum and dad who came and sat through the whole boring speech and still had to rush for work after that.

Just baked finish the brownies and cookies for thurs. My bro said the cookies tasted harder but i think they taste fine to me. Reduced damn lots of sugar. Now nobody can complain that my cookies are too sweet. First time bake brownies. I think they taste nice!! So proud of myself. I must have some hidden talent. Muahahahahahahaha...

Yesterday met up with the exotic family. Was very very late after eating breakfast.(Sorry sorry) First time take train to kovan and I mental note that the next time im going kovan, I'll take bus instead. Had a very fun time making fun of baby with the presents we made. Baby still haven grow up and she kind of influenced her mama also. Wy was very busy playing cross play with her new found panda. Ah gong grew tanner over the 10 days. But she was still very fair among us. Yesterday night was looking at her taiwan trip photos. Look until very hungry. How come airport dun allow people to import super big ji pai?? I wanna eat too...

Fri met up with yw, tra and fannie. Dinner at breeks. So long never go there eat. Laoyi said airport breeks got $10 meal complete with soup and drink but the meal I ate cost me $23. So exp. =XXXX But beef lasagne was really nice. That day yw got crazy with taking photos. She even took photo with the tag "Counter closed". Lol. Photo mania till near 11pm. Almost missed the last train to tenah merah.

Tomorrow working from 10am to 11pm. Very tiring but can HUAT! LOL!! Somemore tomorrow night working at USS. So I dun have much complaints. 9:20 le. But I dun feel hungry after all the sampling with my cookies and brownies. =( I think my appetite shrinks. Sian.

At the rate it's going, someday I am going to get very used to seeing aeroplanes flying here and there...

Maybe I should move to live in Changi Airport... =X

Lalalalala. Rot at home the whole day. So long no rot until like that le. Didnt even celebrate mother's day. Feel bad but no choice. Laoma had to work. Maybe find a better day near her birthday and celebrate everything together.

Bu zhi bu jue, my driving test was already 1 year ago. Starting today, I dun need to put P plate when driving. But I'll still put cuz other people will give in to me. Muahahahaha. How time flies. Remember the day I took the wrong car for test.... Seems like yesterday but it's already 1 year ago.

Today I areoplane people. First time areoplane. Feel bad but also a bit shuang. =P

Dum dum dum. Jia you!!!

Another week of work. Thought that this week will be damn free with only tue work but turns out there are a lot of last min work. Fri and today kana last min work schedule. Good thing is I can earn extra. Today got scam becuz we only worked for 4 hours for the ushering of concert guests and were told to sign out becuz there's nothing to let us do. -_- Earn too little to cover my transport fees.

Yesterday finally met up with my dear project group members. The two jokers still never change. I started to pity my dear celine who have to put up with her joker bf.

I always thought TD was sweet. But yesterday made me realised that I should never never organise anymore TD or DD. Somehow, the gunpower was so strong yesterday that I seriously feel uneasy. Chatting with celine always assure me some way or another but the paranoid feeling keep coming back. I really really hate this feeling. Maybe I shouldnt start these official thingy...

My friend helped me book next week schedule. One of the days required guys only and my friend started to sign me in by saying "She's a guy!!"

Grandpa is in Taiwan now. So envy her. Wanna send msg wish her bon voyage on wed but I forgot. Thur wanna send but dunno what time was her flight. =X Might as well wait for her to come back 7 days later.

Haven blog for some time. This week chiong so much. Worked four days, all with OT. I think im dying if I continue to work somemore. This morning woke up, feeling nothing from my hands and legs. They felt foreign. More like something that need force to control. Most of my OT owe to grandpa (and banana) becuz she wanna earn extra before heading for taiwan. Yesterday worked a while under one of the most shitty manager. If not for grandpa, I bloody will really "Get Lost" and walk out on him. Some big guy with bloody pms.

Happy hours passed fast. Today sang solid 6 hours at Teo heng. So bloody happy. Though the last two hours something caught up and I thought I spoiled the mood a little. =X Initially Somebody should have join the dinner but the Somebody sent a big areoplane. I dunno what I should think. But apparently the first emotion that came across was worry. I immediately know im gone case. =( And that was bloody fast and easy. I hate myself.

These few days feel bloody hungry but the appetite kept playing with me. Maybe I spent too much time eating at Bagus cafe. Their food too terrible until I had trama whenever I wanna eat nowadays. On the bright side, I lost a bit of weight. =D

Im so proud of myself because I carried four heavy tea urns to trolley by myself yesterday. Quek Ying Zhen. U must be super woman. Muahahahahahaha....