Damn long didnt blog and update. So much to update. SO lazy to recall and type out one by one. In fact, I can hardly rem stuff nowadays. Will forget things easily. Went Nus couple of times recently. My future school. But I dun really like it. The feeling it gave and everything. Didnt give me a sense of belonging. Fass building was even run down. Outside looked exactly like the school I seen in Detective Q. So run down and got algae. Library was a disappointment too. Very big but got nothing much. Lift doesnt even stop at every floor. Total library can only access to level 6 with level 1 to 4 total empty, being the high ceiling. I miss TP library. We can use tp library up to level 8. =X Nus compter system also not user friendly. Up until now I still cant see my QET result. Bloody shit. Kept denying my access. Hope tml's bidding will go well cuz bidding is damn impt. =(

Worked pretty hard this week. Kept delaying rebonding hairs because of work. If only I can study in rws... lol. I grown pretty attached to work. Dunno what to do if I dun work. But today quarrelled with an aunty today. I never hate anyone there but this aunty is the first one I hate. Because of some stupid water pitcher thingy. Sound so lame but u cannot imagine how angry I felt then.

Met up with ah yi, mama, ah gong and lao yi for top table last fri. Top table food not nice. Service so so only. I think I can serve better. =PPP Portion too small to fill my stomach. Rotted at ah gong's house to chat about ai and niang jia. Im quite amazed by how little I watched but how much I know about the shows. It makes me feel old. Haiz. But im old anyway.

Met up with hp, janis, donovan, shi wei and clarence too. Weird combination. But turns out to be quite fun. Finally went mbs. Wasnt too impressed. Too many high end shops. But the hotel damn pretty. Ambience good too. In fact better than hard rock hotel. But I still like hard rock cuz im bias. muahahahaha.

I started banquet work, swearing to quit after the first day of bloody dinner. Due to obligation owing to advance booking and laziness to search for other jobs, I stayed in this line only to find out that I like this job more than I expect. I made a lot of friends. A lot of which I really enjoy being together with. But im going to say goodbye to this life real soon. It's only a part and parcel of my original plan. And I devoted too much into it. Too much till I find it hard to break away.

I think my job is pissing everyone off. I dun have time for my family and friends. Worse thing is I know im pissing people off but I dunno what I can do. I wanna stop work but I dun feel like stopping work. I wanna rest but I dun feel like resting. Why am I so contradicting? I dun rem being like that in the past. So mao dun. I seriously went to reflect on my past month working schedule. But on average, I only work at most four days of work. Everybody work five days. Then I think and think and think. I then know why. Cuz I usually work on weekends. And weekends is usually the period when everybody is free. So when I work on weekends, it seems like im working everyday. =X But weekends is the best time to earn money. Higher pay.

I like Laguna. Laguna's people are nice. Environment nice. But place is comparable dirty like other hotels. Today I worked at Pebble Beach cafe. Managed whole cafe alone in the afternoon. Nobody come to pool side to play on Monday afternoon. So im damn free. Free until I can read Sunday Times and play Sudoku. =P Welfare also very good. Kevin brought me lunch when I only start work at 11am. I dun think rws got this kind of welfare. 4 dishes somemore. Lol. But I very fan jian. I still miss rws. In fact I miss a lot. When im in Laguna, rws seems so far and long ago. So im going to work at rws tml. Rws not nice to work. No nice food. Irregular time food break. Heavy loads. Pms managers. High expectation guests. But I still miss them.

Nowadays my parents nag a lot. Really a lot. Sometimes I get real piss off. I know they nag for my own good but I grew so sick of nagging. It's like chanting, repeating again again and again. Need to exercise more patience. Maybe I need to reflect on myself again.