I think my job is pissing everyone off. I dun have time for my family and friends. Worse thing is I know im pissing people off but I dunno what I can do. I wanna stop work but I dun feel like stopping work. I wanna rest but I dun feel like resting. Why am I so contradicting? I dun rem being like that in the past. So mao dun. I seriously went to reflect on my past month working schedule. But on average, I only work at most four days of work. Everybody work five days. Then I think and think and think. I then know why. Cuz I usually work on weekends. And weekends is usually the period when everybody is free. So when I work on weekends, it seems like im working everyday. =X But weekends is the best time to earn money. Higher pay.

I like Laguna. Laguna's people are nice. Environment nice. But place is comparable dirty like other hotels. Today I worked at Pebble Beach cafe. Managed whole cafe alone in the afternoon. Nobody come to pool side to play on Monday afternoon. So im damn free. Free until I can read Sunday Times and play Sudoku. =P Welfare also very good. Kevin brought me lunch when I only start work at 11am. I dun think rws got this kind of welfare. 4 dishes somemore. Lol. But I very fan jian. I still miss rws. In fact I miss a lot. When im in Laguna, rws seems so far and long ago. So im going to work at rws tml. Rws not nice to work. No nice food. Irregular time food break. Heavy loads. Pms managers. High expectation guests. But I still miss them.

Nowadays my parents nag a lot. Really a lot. Sometimes I get real piss off. I know they nag for my own good but I grew so sick of nagging. It's like chanting, repeating again again and again. Need to exercise more patience. Maybe I need to reflect on myself again.