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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
My birthday celebration is next sat. Next Sat!!!! I haven got an idea it's so fast. I just had a mindset that it's still quite far away. I think my brain is avoiding the subject. Becuz everytime I think about it, I was reminded how much stuff I have to do and I haven do. Today I finally pluck up the courage to face the workload and I realised I DUN HAVE MUCH TIME!!!!!! 1) Confirm with some attendees about their attendances 2) Order catering 3) Order cake They dun look as easy as they seem to be. Actually now I think celebration should just keep simple. There are too much hassles and I dun have time for them. I have got one presentation coming up this friday and my group hasnt initiate to start. Which means I have to start. And I haven done my read up for my modules blah blah blah... And I realised that catering is actually quite expensive. Dear people who are coming, dun waste foods, kay. If you dun want eat, I help you eat. Dun waste cuz they are expensive. Hohohoho. By the way, im also very worry about the chaos at the chalet on that day. I realised there are too many different groups of people that I invited. Primary school friends, Secondary school friends, JC friends, poly friends, rws friends and relatives. So many different groups with no common link. I wonder how that day is going to turn out to be. I hope none of my friend is going to feel left out or awkward. =XXXXX Today my parents drove me to school for some crappy half an hour experiment. I finally let my mum sees what my school looks like. She was a bit shocked at the run down-ness of the school. She tot Nus looks something like TP. I was a bit happy to see my points process through her. Finally she gets to understand why I dun like the school in the first place. Im a person easily affected by the environment I stay. So if I dun like the environment, there's no way I can stay there happily ever after. TP is just a heaven that I can never return, sadly. Anyway, im still struggling hard in the school. Made some friends from tutorials. Though I hate hate hate hate hate that place, im now determined that I'll make some goods out of the bloody campus!! Im going to survive and study hard and make a lot of friends! That's my new resolution!!! You left me even before hearing my proposal. Angry~
6:20 PM
Friday, August 27, 2010
Had sore throat again. Mum nagged that I worked myself too hard that im not taking care of my body. I hate being sick. Cuz it refrains me from doing many things. But I think the sore throat doesnt result from body heaty but the two days of extreme K-ing with different groups of people. On the bright side, it's a good thing I still got voice to talk. I missed out some registration for class group thingy. I wonder why they cant settle grouping in tutorial but rather, on online registration especially when I haven seen any of my classmates for this tutorial before. It's like blind matchmaking and hohoho... you find yourself sticking with strangers to work on a project. Today attended psychology and economics tutorial. Finally found something interesting in the school. I like psychology tutorial. The contents are interesting..... at least for now. I cant vouch much. But the timing sucks. 8am in the morning. Haiz. Just shows that we cant have the best of both in the world. Psychology is really interesting lor. Do you know the fluid in our ears is the one that helps to maintain our body balance?? =D I think Bella Swan doesnt have much ear fluid which explains why she keeps falling so often. Hohoho. My dear friend, sometimes when we dun have a choice, we cant follow our heart. But if situations allow, just follow your heart till the day your heart speaks otherwise. Becuz life will be easier and happier if you follow your heart. (Hohoho. Sounds chim.) Nevertheless, we'll survive!
12:01 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
I realised I have got a lot to complain about my school everytime I blog. But the school really sucks. The whole system really does has it deficiencies. I appeal 2 weeks ago. They informed me 2 weeks later that I can get my korea studies. But I had already lagged behind for 3 weeks and asked me if I can cope after lagging or not. Of course I cannot cope! I haven learn korean before!!! So I asked to stick to my 4 modules for this semester. In the first place, there shouldnt be this kind of extra make-people-busy-and-lost bidding system. And if there is, they should process appeal cases faster and not inform them only after 2 weeks!!! I thought I didnt get my appeal approved which is totally $%&^&^*. After I requested to stick to my 4 modules, I came home to realise they put me in the biology module which is the next choice coming up. So I quickly go and drop it. Fortunately, the dateline for dropping is today!!!! If not, I die die also must complete this module after lagging for 3 weeks. I wonder how much more cock up their system can be. They made me very bo liao bidding again and again then drop and appeal and drop again. Though in between, the first dropping of module is entirely my fault for choosing level 3 module. I wonder if I have become their regular troublemaker. Cuz they recognised my name when I called back their missed calls. Enjoyed 2 days of havoc. I so so love the cake. Party life is so bad for health.
3:11 AM
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Worked rws these two days. So so so so different from nus! I love love love RWS. More than one week didnt work. I keep thinking my arms are turning into flabby fats rather than muscles. They say muscles will convert to fats de and I believe! After today, I can feel my little little muscles coming back to me. Hohohoho... I spent a few months in rws to really make good friends. I think I should be patient to nus too. Will try my very best to survive there. I need to manage my studies too. Need to work hard. My parents keep thinking hotel jobs arent for me. I think they are discriminating the jobs. But I dun. I enjoy working and I love working there. If only they can abandon their traditional thinking and really understand my happiness working in rws..... Sometimes..... I really wish I have more freedom... Afterall, im not small anymore.
12:19 AM
Monday, August 16, 2010
Hohohoho. This is the first entry typed out by my laptop. Yuppp. I bought a new laptop. And a new printer without sponsorship. So im broke. =XX But im glad I bought them becuz if not, I'll be dying from boredom today. Too long break. Three lectures in a day. Spacing of 2 hours break each. From 10am to 8pm. Stuck in a place I still dun quite like. =( Just missed one lecture becuz I got the timing wrong. First lecture somemore. Level 2 module somemore. Sometimes im just so angry with my blurness. Whole day wandering alone. Lecture nobody speaks. Everybody too quiet. Too quiet for my liking. Didnt give me chance to make friends. I shall try my luck later on during psychology lecture. I hope those studying psychology are as sane and friendly as me. =PPP I WANNA MAKE FRIENDS!!!!! =XXXX I think I sound despo. Hohohoho. Do I??? Hehhhh. Im hungry. But I dun feel like eating alone. Whole day didnt talk much. I think if this kind of life continues, my mouth is going to stink!!!! I miss all my friendssssssssss. I dun wanna go lecture alone. I dun wanna eat alone. =((( Haiz. Enough of whining. I'll get used to it somehow. Time to grow up!!!! ps: The library is so quiet that im actually quite worry about embarassment if my stomach growls.
3:26 PM
Friday, August 13, 2010
RE3901 is a level3 module. And I stupidly didnt check and bid for it. Now im studying with other year 3 students. The lecturer said year 1 students may not experience enough to understand the module. Dun really get what he mean but it sounds difficult enough. I know I shouldnt say this. I know my school fees cost a BOOMZZ. I know it isnt easy to get into this school and reach this level. I know I know I know. But I cannot control how I feel. I dun like the school. Dun like the environment. It's so dead. The whole feeling. There's no life! The whole Arts and Design school are so so dead. I dun see some loud music blaring at the corridor like TP business school. I dun see people laughing at the corridor. They just walk. If they talk, they just talk. I dun see them laugh. What's wrong???? My RE3901 module lecturer is a MP. Of Kaki Bukit i think. He very boring. I know I dun like that module too. I hope my dislike wun stay. I used to dislike TP and RWS too. First day of TP, I was thinking of TPJC all the time. But in the end, I totally adore TP and RWS. Today, I keep thinking about RWS. I think if I rot further, I really cannot stand it. So I make booking for next week. Not out of impulse. But is after thinking that I really love working there and there's really nth for me to do except to rot that I make the booking. Im looking forward to next wed in fact. Concorde cancelled me this sat. Im feeling empty all of a sudden. Another rotting day?? Met Kenneath at Clementi MRT station today. So so coincident! Was happy for a while before I realised I got nth to talk to him. So happiness turns into awkwardness. hohoho. So used to seeing him in blazer. Now he's in normal jean and tee, I feel weird. At RWS, I find him scary. Outside, I realised he's just a normal uncle. =)
1:22 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
IM SO SO SO SO SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!! ANYBODY THERE????!!!! YOOHOOOOO~~~~ Start school tomorrow!!! Seen the jap lec notes. Seems interesting!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ IM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!
7:29 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Today's blog is dedicated to 500 for being quekquack's loyal reader. The blog will continue to be update as frequently as possible even without a new laptop or whatsoever. Im picking up my life back. Tidying them up. Miraculously, coasta sand got vacancy last night. So I go and book it. And I can invite my friends now with a confirm venue. I feel happy at the thought that I can havoc for two nights at chalet. =P But the whole celebration is so expensive. Just the chalet booking took $318. Haven include catering, cake and miscellaneous. My parents said will sponsor me but I dun like the idea to spend their money on this kind of indulgence. So I just decided that I will try and fund for the celebration cost as much as possible. Finally bid the other two modules. Though it's not really what I want, I still very glad I got the two modules instead of those weird weird unknown modules. Finalized my timetable too!!!! Hope I can get the tutorial classes I want. Been so used to busy schedule. I feel so weird to realise I had rotted 2 days at home and still have another day to rot tomorrow. Miss working so much. Why school not starting tomorrow? At least I can make use of the day more effectively than rotting. Rotting at home makes me fat. Cuz I got nth to do and will keep eating. FAT!!!!!!!! haizzzzzz... I miss rws. Now that im in study world, working world seems like a nice dream of the past. A million moments. One world. Everything is back to normal except that one thing... =(
11:11 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
I always had the idea that spore sultans are burried in Istana. Today then realised it's not. Hohoho. Had a really fun day. Totally new type of experience and group. Group that I dun expect I can get so much fun from. Some mix and match here and there and we went out with so much fun. Istana looks like golf course everywhere. But I still think Laguna looks nicer. =P Took a lot of photos, get a lot of vitamin D from sunlight and laughed a lot at jokes that polluted my mind. =PP Had "lectures" throughout all the meals. Hp's bf very knowledgeable! And I realised he tend to sound like lecturer when he tried to impart his knowledge to us. Today I learnt that the deepest ocean is Atlantic ocean with 8000m high. And there's actually body loaning after death for a year for research purpose in US. They just open up the body and sew it back for cremation. Bloody gross. Ohh. And I learnt a lot of other ahem.... deriving from the topic of sleazy. Whole class only donovan being the most active student. Hohoho. Ate a lot today too. Bbq korean pork set. Nydc's elmer fudge damn big portion. First time cannot finish cake. =X Laughed some more at nydc. Staff there might have think we crazy. Jt keep saying Happy National Day. Influenced all of us. I never celebrate national day like that before. =) So fun so fun. The thought of u buggers me all day long, ruined this perfect day. Whyyyyyy =(
2:22 AM
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Bidded for the third round already. And im still outbidded. I cant get the module I want. I dunno why nus so ma fan. Want us study still give this kind of bidding system. And implement this kind of system, dun want give us more points to bid. So all those with a lot of points come and thrash and take our modules away. This sem I had only secured 3 modules. Which is so so so not enough. Feel so sick to bid again. Bid for some modules I dun want and only bid for the sake to clear my modules fulfillment. And I have to wait until mon. Bloody~ Coasta sand chalets are mostly booked for the three days we chose. 10, 11 and 12 sept. As long as I haven book a chalet, I cant invite people to come officially. Now can only look into aloha resort. If dun have chalet, I may not celebrate. Dun really like the idea of so many people cramping in my house and need to clear up after the celebration. No stayover also. I think all my guests wun have fun. Neither will I. And my mum who will confirm complain after the celebration ends cuz she needs to clean up. Just now nose bleed. Bleed heavily for very long. Scare me. School starting next week. I feel so clueless. I still haven bid for my tutorials. And I haven bid for my fourth and fifth modules. No module to study. No tutorial. No chalet. No health. No friend at new school. No job. How am I going to turn my life back on the track again? =(( Very long didnt feel that I didnt have control of my life.
10:05 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
After much thinking and thinking and some more thinking, I finally decided to host my 21st birthday celebration. I very lazy to start organise and everything but 21st is once in a lifetime thing. So I think I should start and make some effort to at least make my 21st memorable. But hosting means need to ask people come, need to do booking, need to do this, do that. Damn troublesome. Will spend a lot of money too. =( Though my dad said will sponsor, I think I better start save money now. Peeps, will you all be free on the 4 sept???
11:56 PM
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