As we grow older, the number of problems we have increase as well. Really envy those gin na. Everyday happy happy. The only problem they have is what game they should play after school. Their only worry is when their school is going to burn down.

I realised starting from dunno when, there are a lot of things I wanna blog but wun blog out. I saw my entries one year ago and remembered how my friends refer them as essay. Feel funny and sad at the same time. Dunno why I dun practice discretion then. Managed to type out so long an entry. Now I cant do it anymore. Hahaha. Lost the ability already. (Even typing Haha feel foreign to me in blog. whyy??)

I have to sort out my life somehow. I wun give up. I know it's not easy and needs a lot of courage, patience and perseverance. But I will do it somehow. I know that only by then, I can be like me. The me in the past. With no level of discretion. To babble when I wanna babble. To laugh when I wanna laugh. To type essay when I wanna type essay. I want myself back.

Badly.