Somehow every thursday seems to be a nice day to reflect on many things. I think as I grow old, I learn to use to be alone. Something which I cannot do it in the past. Tried to shop a while for some gifts alone just now. The feeling was... not bad. I mean it's not that I dun like company. But just that I found something which was rather positive about shopping alone. Something which I failed to realise in the past.

If I shop alone, I can go to any shops I want, not restricted to the shops my shopping partners wanna go. I can go home anytime I like. I can buy anything or even nothing without the pressure to think what my shopping partner will be thinking. I can aim for cheap stuff without my partner feeling me cheapo. It actually means more freedom.

To re-emphasize my point again, I dun mean I hate shopping with friends. Of course if there are friends shopping together, the more the merrier. But really just that I dun dispise shopping alone as much as I did in the past. The same theory as I dun dispise going study alone.

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My timetable is always packed. Ever since I worked rws, I have little chance to have an unpacked week for me to enjoy. Now that school replaces rws, my week is still as pack. I dun understand why. My packed schedule leave me feeling tired and restless. And I find that days are moving by faster and faster. May not be a bad thing though. I want school to end soon.

Personally, I feel that my blog is boring. It's always filled with my grumbles and complaints. Even as I typed, I get sick of those complaints myself.

But what can I do?

This is the only place to complain...