Hello im back~~~ Today is sun. One of the sian-est day in the week. Becuz tml is mon and baby book in today and tml need to go back to the miserable school. Worse of all worst, tml got one essay test during lesson. I hope time always freeze on beautiful fri and sat. =(( The cycle for every week just keep repeating. On one way, it's kinda good. Becuz I can enjoy the sweetness on weekend when my weekdays are so miserable. On the other way, it sucks to the core. Like it's torturing me.... the unhappy days got 4 and a half days in total. Happy days maybe only constitues 2 and a half. The end of unhappy days sucksssssssssss....

Sat we met up with yanni and kelvin. Yanni is my pri school good friend. Kelvin is my secondary school classmates. So coincident that they knew each other and got together. =) At first im worried. Becuz afterall, I haven meet yanni for so long. And at the start of the outing, she said it's awkward for them. It got me so worried. But after that we warmed up. And things got quite easy. =) The outing turns out not bad actually. We went to eat lunch, suntec IT fair, arcade, movie and dinner. Simple but easy going. Me and baby were scary eaters. We ate spagetti for lunch, ice cream for dessert, nachos combo and popcorn combos during movie and yoshinoya for dinner. The scariest part is baby still ate 5 packets of maggie mee with isaac as supper... The mouth like no stop one. I think yanni and kelvin a bit shock by our appetite. lol...

Today went haw par villa with isaac and dua pui. Isaac first time go. =D He so fascinated by the sculptures and really go and read one by one. Me, baby and dua pui went that place before. So we were playing meh meh instead. Hahahahahaha. The place very hot lorrrr. But we played until very fun. Meh meh here and there... Hahahahahaha. I very strong!!!! I can even meh meh dua pui and baby!!! Wahahahahaahahahaha... So proud of myself.

I wish everyday is like weekends. Weekdays suck. Im always alone. Not that I not used to it. But the feeling is totally..... I think the main problem is that im not making the effort. People ard me are trying to socialise like .... "Heyyy. omgggg.. ohhhh.. really??!! Hahahahaha. Ya joking with me..." But I find it really disgusting. So fake. Hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!! Last thur I had a tutorial. A girl from my class whom I never talk to before asked me for my name and if I sit alone during lecture. I dun wanna be rude. So I told her I sit alone and everything. And she wanna sit with me. Actually im so used to alone. So it doesnt matter to me. Now that if im going to sit in with another person, I will start to worry what if there's nth to talk or watever. Haiz. I really think it's my problem.

Saw dua pui's blog. I also changed. Changed a lot i think. I cant accept it when ppl said I've changed. I can only accept it when I admit to myself that I've changed. Maybe some of my friends cant accept. But to me. Best friends are those who accept me for who I am no matter how much I have change. I know that no matter how much I have change, one thing about me that wun change are those memories we held together before. Like dua pui said.. one best friend is enough. At least I have baby and dua pui right now. Life is self sufficent. =) Im a blessed girl with goodest family, bestest dua pui and most wonderful baby. I love my life ......... no matter how school sucks. lol~