I lost my ring today.... The ring that is so impt and held so much memories. =( I put it in my pocket ytd while shitting and I forgot to take it out. Laoma washed that short this morning. When I woke up and realised it, it's too late. The ring isnt in the pocket anymore. I tried to find th bathroom and the washing machine. But it isnt in there. The worst fear is that it had been flushed down the toilet bowl when my mum poured the used laundry water in. I offered my bro $50 + 1 week set up and wash plates + 1 massage bounty if he finds it when im in sch. But he cant find it. With such tempting rewards, I believe he had gave in his best alrdy. Which made me more sad and believe that I will never get my precious ring back. Im so sad. I wish miracle will happen and my ring will just appear at one corner of my room. But I think it's not possible. =((

I realised one more sad thing today. Though it happened in the past, I cant help but feeling sad and cruched by it. It's truely disappointing. And I didnt see it coming. I trust both so much. But it seems that my trust has been misplaced. I dunno what should I do and what I want to get rid of this negative thinking. I just wanna continue to sink in this sad feeling. Dua pui is right. ******* suck.