Last sat, a guy jumped off form my house building. He's only 27 years old. Leaped off from 11 floor. Landed at the concrete floor just outside my house lift. I think he died instantly. My mum happened to work in the morning that day. She worked at 6am. He jumped at 6:30am. It's a relief that my mum was already working by then. If she witnessed it, I think she will be freaked out. =(

Read from the news later that day to know that he was troubled at work. I understand that at points when a person is troubled, there may be a tendency to think of these thoughts. But no matter what, it's a bless to be alive especially when there's no pain and default in the body. There are thousands of people who wanna live and cant. A lot of disasters and wars left people struggling for lives and getting over the loss of their loved ones.These people wanna live but cant. So why should we, healthy, alive, with family and friends, think of the wrong path and end ones life? =( His family and friends should be grieving now.

Dear friends, I know I may not be a good friend sometimes but if u all need any help or need anybody to listen to ur sorrow, u can always call me. My hotline is always open. Dun let the unhappiness bottom up too much. Life is too beautiful. There are a lot of good foods, nice experiences, goodest family and friends for us to live for. Cant imagine one day if I die, I cannot eat mcspicy, donuts, drink double chocolate frappe, sing K, watch movie...

To be honest also... Im scare too. Haiz. Got someone jumped from ur house building, how to not be affected... =( I dun dare to take the lift too. Watched too many horror movies le. Keep thinking of those scary things. Qyz is so coward. =((((( Laopa also laughed at me. Luckily this week still got dua pui stay with me. If not, I will be alone in my room.