Today is friday. I usually love love love friday to the max. But today's mood not very good. Strained me and laoma's relationship over some freedom issue. I tot I was old enough. But she never will think so. I should be happy that my parents so care and concern for me. I understand but sometimes it's frustrating. The way they control. Especially when u think to urself "Im going to be 22 years old this year and I cant go home later than 12am." Like ...??? Huh... wth..

But u know i know everybody know my parents' patterns. I love my parents. But I hate the way they control me when im so old alrdy. I think if one day my parents can be open minded, I will tell them everything. Seriously everything! But dun think they will think so. No beer, no club, no pub, no later than 12am, no bf, no work, no staying overnight, no chalet tonning, no going out so often, no late bathing, no late sleeping, stay at home, study... I know they meant well. And I know I used to be like that. But when I stepped back and look at it, I think it's seriously wrong. At this age, if im still like that, im really gone case, I think. I will be like those study freaks who just think of studies all day long. And now she said she's disappointed with me???!!! I mean... after all these years of studies and trying to excel academically, she said she's disappointed with me because I like to suggest chalet tonning???

Maybe kaima reject ah zoe to stay, I still can accept. Afterall, ah zoe 18 going 19 years old only. I think back then when I was this age, I was also barred from tonning. But me?? 21 going to 22 years old still need to ask permission if I can come home late. ..............

Anyway, after all these complaints, I never forget that they have their best concern for me. Im regretting about my black face I showed to laoma ytd night and this morning. I know and know and know that they are still the best. So if anybody who come along after reading and try to preach me about how and why they wanna control me, i will box that person.

"Im a peacock. U gonna let me fly!!" ........ But peacock can never fly...