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Really regret going to work today. Though I know I used to love going rws work, I dun anymore now. The ppl whom I knew and love working with isnt working here anymore. Worked with new and YOUNG ppl who are so brimming with confidence. The girls carried two high chairs up the stairs to prove their strength. Reminds me of the time when I just joined. But is now so sickening to me. Dunno what they and past me are trying to prove. Work so hard and in the end .... 2 plus years in rws but have seen no reward. When they need ppl, they call me. When they no need ppl, they cant wait to kick me aside. So why work so hard and harm my health for a job that is so tiring and will gain nth?

The only plus point is that I get to see the new ocean restaurant that is even yet to open to public. Took some photos but they forbid us to share online. Being useless and courage-less, I shall wait until the restaurant is formally open before I upload those photos up. They hosted American Top Model there. Maybe when it shows on tv, I can catch myself serving there. Lol.. But still.. When I saw those guests sitting there like a boss, I wonder why im not sitting there, served by other ppl as well. And so, I think I really arent suitable for this job anymore. Unless my staff card is expiring, I dun think I will go back to work anymore.